sadd

2008-01-20T22:17:00.000+08:00

went shopping todae.
lol.
din buy anything la.
crap.
hate krist.
bleahs.

saw a veri veri nice watch!
montblanc.
expensive.
$6000.
lol.
dream watch.

new years coming.
and i haf no clothes.
how?
haha.
someone go shop with me?
heh.

2008-01-19T00:29:00.000+08:00

new superiors.
chnge of systems.
hais.
was a bad bad few days.

men or frens?
where do we draw a line?
do we do everything with them?
or jus coz we haf 3 stripes den we let them do all the dirty work?
i just feel dat its wrong.

hais.
someone help me!
=((

2008-01-13T12:37:00.000+08:00

fought a war dis week.
literally.
haha.
experienced wad it was lyk to be in the middle of so much firing.
scary.
din wanna die.
lol.
but in the end we earned a day off.
woohoo!

however.
the mosquitoes dere are crazy.
raining outfield is also hard to get by.
fell sick after dat.

upcoming weeks will only be worse la.
omg.
i look at the training program i wanna faint la.
well.
at least now deres no need to go india.
woohoo!

我不要好人卡

2008-01-06T01:54:00.000+08:00

its the new year.
heh.
totally nort used to the pace in unit.
been on leave for 2 weeks.
lol.
quite a horrible feeling to be back in camp.

met up with the class before the new yr.
everyone's changed quite abit.
but some things are still the same.
they nvr change.
haha.

went out with shimin a couple of times.
had alotta fun with her.
it just feels so comfortable being with her.
don hafta hide anything.
its lyk it used to be.

looking forward to next sat.
hope deres nothing on.
boo to dis week.
im so sorry.
heh.

CHIONG SUA LO!

2007-12-26T00:06:00.000+08:00

merry christmas!

busy busy day.
woke up early to bake cookies!
yups.
din read wrongly.
yes.
me baking cookies.
lol.

met winnie for lunch at hougang.
teppanyaki was nice.
den went to karen's house at tampines.
den went to town to meet shimin.
went home for dinner.
den went to serene's.

lol.
machiam santa claus.
go around delivering cookies.
but it was all worth it when i see their smiles.
=)

gonna go out with shimin tomoro.
its been a long time.
realli looking forward to it.
=)

went out with karen the other dae.
it was nice.
catching up and everything.
=)

caught a couple of movies dis few busy days.
all were great.
alvin & the chipmunks..warlords..national treasure.
yups.

on another note..finally cleared everything in army.
SOC. ATP. IPPT. ICCT. TSR.
book in 010108 2359.
=)

2007-12-09T16:56:00.000+08:00

came back from wallaby quite some time ago.
been lazy to blog.
wallaby..

-alotta sand.

-TONS of houseflies.

-so ulu dat even with auto roam deres no reception.

-no bunks! omg. slept in tentages for 3 weeks!

-bathing system dere sucks. gotta lower a bag. fill the bag with water using pails. den raise the bag up. den on the tap. lol.

-internet comes around once a week.

-full of movie reruns at the canteen.

-hills dat are so steep dat i have to climb on all fours and come down sliding down on my butt.

-food sucks except for night snack.

-ran dere everyday, super nice place to run long distances.

-super duper hot in the day. super duper cold in the nite.

-nights outfield were so cold dat we needed to make a bonfire.

-night sky is dam nice. stars seem to be in my reach.

-the town we went to sucks. deres onli one shopping centre in the whole town. -.-

-lemon squash is nice!

-we were so bored we played dis stupid com game for kids called twinklestar sprites to occupy ourselves.

-disastrous when it rained. coz evrywhere including our tentage will be muddy.

-helicopter ride was fun! scenary was amazing.

-water tastes super weird. tastes salty.

-alot of saikang!

-my men werent as bad as i tot they would be.

-kangarooes are cute.

pictures will be up when weiyang finally collate the photos frm everyone's cameras.

2007-11-01T10:27:00.000+08:00

gone.
to wallaby.
back on the 22nd.

2007-10-28T01:28:00.001+08:00

2007-10-28T01:01:00.000+08:00

RCC ended.
kinda sad.
don realli wan it to end coz it means im gonna haf to go back unit.
don like the unit.
don like the CSM.
don like the RSM.
don like the men.
and it also means im gonna haf to fly to aussie soon.
thurs.
thailand trip is almost confirmed. =(

RCC made me..
do stuffs i thought i nvr could.
hate the number 143.
survive on wad little slp i could get.
a storeman.
realise im nort alone.

gonna miss some pple...
stufftoy.
asst storeman zhi kai.
saikang iggy who got a hole in his leg now.
monkey kong.
kenneth.
silas & hantao who keep calling me storeman.
kevin.
warrant tham.
and others..

recap of RCC....
6km..
9km..
12km..
Ex Longwalk..
Ex Silent Owl..
Ex Dawn & Dusk..
RTI..(Resistance to Interrogation)
E&E..(Escape & Evacuation)
CST..(Combat Survival Training)
CWO..(Crossing of Water Obstacles)
Ex Forward..

2007-10-21T11:56:00.000+08:00

slack week.
but onli booked out on sat.
sad case.
artillery's dam boring.
seriously worse den studying.

gort influenced into starting dota by toy and iggy.
cause ngihts out din have nth to do.
so saw them play.
lol.
just finished installing.

flyin off soon.
super mixed feelings.
bleahs.
1st nov.

2007-10-14T16:27:00.000+08:00

had bbq yest at jason's place.
celebrate end of RCC 1.
DR REUBEN and Kong went.
dam fun la.
Wii and everything.
everyone was quite high.

news is dat im gonna have to go for Ex Wallaby.
=(
dats 3 weeks in the desert in summer.
bleahs.

CST's over.
finalli gonna get my jungle hat!
CST was kinda sucky..kinda fun..
lol.
sucked coz it rained everyday.
fun coz we managed to get food and other stuffs.

finger's finalli gonna heal soon.
its taking forever.
but still.
cant swim just yet.
=(
finished the book.
was a very good read.
made me think alot.

all endings are beginnings. we just dont know it at the time.

2007-10-07T18:44:00.000+08:00

im alive!
POW n Ex Dawn and Dusk is over!
cant believe i actualli survived it.
nvr ever had i felt so tired before.
back to back to back missions.
before getting caught as POW.
den escaping from POW camp.
tiring.

POW..
no light..
hands tied tgt..
kneeling and high kneeling for hours on.
nort knowing how long the thing will go on for.
with hands in the air.
its definitely nort fun.
was overwhelmed with happiness when they finally ended it.
cant believe i actualli survived.
satisfaction.
an experience.
nort one to forget.

CST nxt week.
time to kill some frogs.

am reading da book the five pple u meet in heaven.
interesting book.

fairness, does not govern life and death. if it did, no good people will ever die young.

2007-09-29T11:39:00.000+08:00

cut my finger yest.
stupid jackknife.
bled non stop.
went to the medical centre.
den to NUH.
where i gort stitched up.
crap.

been dam long since i gort my last MC.
first time i report sick.
and its all cause of the stupid knife.
might go out of couse.
and i realli hope dat doesnt happen.
don wanna end up doing admin work all day.

completed longwalk.
sense of satisfaction.
although u guys din bother helping me at all.
i don care.
coz i completed it.

2007-09-16T17:20:00.001+08:00

lucky cheryl.
found her wallet.
still haven gort mine back.
lol.

field camps starts.....
tomoro.
ARGH!!!!!!!
die~

i saw your face.
in a crowded place.
and i don know wad to do.
coz i'll never be with u.

2007-09-15T16:04:00.000+08:00

PANG KANG LO!
book out!
haha.
super duper tired dis week.
thank god its over.

called up cheryl to help me get a wallet.
coz i lost mine.
dono how come so suay.
she ended up losing hers on her way home.
lol.
now both of us end up wallet-less.

12km fast march was tough.
nearli fainted.
prob coz i din eat lunch.
haha.
but still.
i completed it.
sense of satisfaction.
nxt few weeks will be hell.
and..
I DON WANNA BE NO STORE IC!!
sadness.

first in. last out. recce!

2007-09-08T12:51:00.000+08:00

supposed to have dinner with shimin yest.
but we postponed it.
haiis.
why why why is everyone so busy??

RCC started dis week.
6km and 9km fast marches on tues and thurs.
suffered quite abit.
but nevertheless, still happy i completed both.
12km nxt week.
Ex Longwalk the following week.
became course store IC.
super duper suays.

kinda unhappy yest.
asked u all to help yet u all din wan to.
in the end i did everything by myself.
while u all were playing in bunk.
den dere was canteen break.
none of u gave a dam about me.
when other pple frm other units bother about me.
wth la.
realised dat some pple can be quite selfish.
bleahs.
wasnt realli in the mood for dinner last nite.
but in the end i still somehow wanted to go.
until u had to say dat to me.
bleahs.

2007-08-28T22:59:00.000+08:00

went to church with jacq before flying off to taiwan.
she talked to me alot about christianity.
lol.
thought about it when i was in taiwan.
dere was some religion debate in bunk also la.
haha.
now still dono wad to do.
sighs.

taiwan trip was kinda boring.
except R&R.
lol.
trooper's training was xiong.
i think we din even need to go one la.
waste time.
waste money.
we met a BIG typoon dere la.
lol.
lucky nothing too bad happened.
people dere are much much friendlier den pple here.
maybe coz they have less to worry about.

loads of shopping in taipei man.
ximen ding was quite big.
but not quite like wad i expected.
lol.
shilin was nice.
generally, shopping dere is a good experience.
large variety.
cheaper stuffs.
nicer food.
the feeling of shopping dere is just much better la.
lol.
supposed to have 4 days off.
but stupid OC wans us back tomoro aftnn.
wtf.
crap shit.

if we can make it through the night we'll see the sun.

2007-08-04T11:17:00.000+08:00

so darn tired dis week.
stupid mess.
for the first time i was like a restaurant waiter.
serving the big shots just coz their ranks are so freakin high.
i din come army to become an underpaid restaurant waiter.
crap.
total waste of time and energy.

flyin off soon.
veri soon.
nxt sat nite.
lol.
kinda looking forward but not so looking forward to it.
also don know wad im talking about la.

been in army for only 7 months.
but it feels like ive been in dere almost forever already la.
sianned.
made me realise alot of things.
alot of times u just feel so alone.
cant realli talk to anyone about anything.
coz sometimes no one understands at all.

numbed from the things around me.
nothing interests me anymore.
voidness of feelings.
zombified.

2007-07-27T14:22:00.000+08:00

booooring week.
had ta practise injections on each other on mon.
i poked weiyang.
sadness.
poke inside den slowly navigate.
i was shivering man.
scary.
got poked twice.
im nort the worst.
lol.
hoe ann was drawing blood from eng shaw la.
haha.
the whole tube was filled with blood.
wth.

whole week nothing but saikang.
move tables.
clean toilet..
and the list can go on forever.
feelin kinda sad.
flying off to taiwan soon.
once dat period of time starts.
means im gonna be busy till almost the end of da year.
=(

jacq..promise to go to church with u someday la.
lol.
the font is change coz SOME pple cant read.

questions i cant seem to find.
to the answers i already know.

2007-07-22T00:18:00.000+08:00

thurs was day off.
played mj with short and 2 of her frens.
she's seriously horribly slow la.
and qutie a lousy player.
lol.
u read alr don angry ah.
haha.
went back to sch with jacq to collect da cert.
saw ms lam.
she's dam farnie.
keep asking me to jiayou.
coz she thinks i lyk jacq.
wth la.

stayed over at short's place last nite.
kinda sad.
seeing dat she's so close to the other guy now.
i think he knows her house like the back of his hand la.
feel so extra last nite.
as if she doesnt treat me as a close fren anymore.
haiis.

fri was definitely stupid.
stupid RSM.
argh.
travelled from kranji back home den to pasir ris camp.
just to stand around.
wtf.
gave us so little time to go.
waste our cab fare go dere do nothing.
wth la.

todae also dam stupid.
reach the stupid NDP place at 10.30.
den wait until 3.30 den duty start.
and onli for 3 hours.
den hafta wait till 9.45.
wth la.
total waste of time
why the hell must we sit dere and wait for 5 hrs???
wth.
fcuked up SAF.

where did i go wrong.
i lost a fren.
somewhere along in the bitterness.

2007-07-18T22:08:00.000+08:00

back home.
off dae tomoro.
din realli wan the off tomoro.
would haf prefered it on fri.
haha.
but wadever la.

wad a birthday.
started with a crap 10km route march.
lol.
heng din get blanket party-ed.
thnks to those who remembered!
realli appreciate it alot.

so much work to do.
stupid initiation program.
crap.
and all the collecting info shit.
dam sian.

JACQ! I WAN MY PRESENT! lol. =)

2007-07-15T01:26:00.001+08:00

just came back frm supper with jacq.
nice to go out with her and talk again.
its been a long time.
haha.
sorry dat i made her wait so long la.
she's still so nice to wait.
lol.
my bad.

ndp rehearsal was crap.
just stood dere for 3 hrs.
doing nothing.
the thingy ended so early yet we gort to go off so late.
somemore deres no leave on mon.
thnks to PC.
after the rehearsal.
now i know y GST increased.
lol.
SAF wastes a whole load of money on stupid stuffs.

celebrated my bday yest at clarke quay.
first time i had shots.
quite okay la.
they bought me a bag.
dono y they did.
lol.
prob cause no one reads my blog.
haha.
but the whole thingy was okay la.
thnks..

2007-07-10T20:32:00.000+08:00

bike course is over!
haha.
survived one month with one pair of pants.
lol.
washed bikes the whole morning.
nvr in my life have i washed so many stuffs.
haha.

back to unit tomoro.
dono if dats gd or bad.
kinda worried i cant control da men.
see how it goes la.
haha.

said i'll always be your fren. took an oath imma stick it out till the end.

2007-07-09T22:09:00.000+08:00

played mj on sat.
shiook.
won $360.
haha.
went to watch transformers after dat.
nice movie.
realli worth watching.
lunched at ichiban.
todae had dinner at pizza hut.

lol.
spending too much money!!
booking in on wed morning.
shiook.
took some realli farnie pics with the bike todae.
too bad i dono how to upload.
heh.
bike course's ending tomoro.
yays.
1 yr 4 more mnths to go.......

i'd stay up with u all nite...

2007-07-07T01:05:00.000+08:00

just came home from a jog with inge.
her mum's quite farnie.
lol.
she was almost on the brink of tears when talking abt uni stuff la.
feel kinda lucky i got a place.
feel dam bad coz i din know wad to do.
hope ta see ya soon gal!

bike course was fun todae.
cross country riding.
haha.
lotsa pple falling off.
i fell into a mud pool also la.
lol.
daniel's PSP gort stolen.
curse the arsehole who stole it.
2 more days..

did u miss me while u were looking for yourself out dere.

2007-07-04T20:07:00.000+08:00

passed da public road test yest.
yays.
did some obstacle shit after dat.
kinda boring the whole dae.
doing the obstacles over and over.
but it was farnie seeing pple fall.
=X

its farnie how ricky wong always picks on 28 and 29.
and how james leong always takes out his phone to take pics of pple falling.
haha.
lucky i aint no casualty.
yet.
heh.

ate dinner at ajisen yest.
with kegan jason and haojun.
kinda farnie how pple of such diff backgrounds sit down and talk tgt.
havnt paid haojun yet.
lol.
bike course ending soon.
shioook.

i can feel the fire of city lights burn.
its hard to find angels in hell.

2007-07-02T21:54:00.000+08:00

public road test tomoro.
god bless me.
had night riding todae.
kinda scary.
with so many lights shining from behind.

anyone hasnt collected their certs?
gimme a msg?
haha.
army gave me $100 coz of the stupid GST thingy.
nort bad.
its time to shop.
so many things to buy.

did i get lost while i was gone.
i travelled space for much too long.

2007-07-01T11:15:00.000+08:00

yeah.
finally passed my HSP on thurs.
passed my balancing + circuit test on fri.
haha.
freakin tyco.

now finally get to ride on public road.
dam shiok.
going at 70kmph on the highway.
takes my mind of everything.
haha.
dam dangerous also la.
stupid cars.
dono how to give way.
so fast already got pple buang.

luck can't last long unless you die young.

2007-06-27T21:53:00.000+08:00

bleahs.
failed HSP.
twice.
crap.
as if i wan to.
all instuctors are fcuked up.
fail means nort interested?
crap.

gotta decide which offer to accept by tonight.
totally clueless.
probably gonna flip a coin later.
and choose the other side.

BIKE COURSE SUCKS.
stay back stay back and stay back somemore.
its nort as if my riding is dat bad.
if its about the skills and stuff.
i think there are more worthy candidates la.
wadever.

its always darkest just before it goes pitch black.

2007-06-24T17:15:00.001+08:00

i HATE bike course!!
argh.
been staying back for extra training.
instructors are fcuked up.
i MUST MUST MUST pass my HSP tomoro.
if nort i think practically have to stay back everyday.

unit's involved in NDP.
means sats are burnt.
=(
will be going taiwan on aug 12.
16 days.
don know if dats gd or bad.

the world is a puzzle.
and the mind is it's key.

2007-06-18T22:12:00.000+08:00

passed my highway code todae.
yay.
no extra training todae coz of cat 1.
yay.

spending alot recently.
dono how come also.
mayb coz of the stupid canteen.
cheat money onli.
lol.
gotta save up some.

thnx to whoever found my 11B and sent it back to me.
u will go to heaven.

passed by your place.
in my mind i see your face.
the times when u make my heart race.
memories dat cant be replaced.
feelings dat now cant be traced.

2007-06-15T20:31:00.000+08:00

tjio sucks.
long story.
aiya. he's just fcuked up la.

lost my 11B.
wth man.
dere goes another 50.
getting used to the bike.
lyk finally.
but still alot of small stupid mistakes here and dere.

the world i once revolved around.
continues revolving as usual.
without me.

2007-06-12T20:41:00.000+08:00

biking's tough.
fell off todae quite a few times.
lol.
swollen calf.
super noob.
and its onli dae 2.

SMU sent me a letter.
lyk. finalli.
now wad?
SMU? or NTU?
bleah.

原来最疼痛的表情竟是没有情绪
原来最残忍的画面可以甜言蜜语

原来最孤单的是我还是那么想你
原来最悲哀的是我不能面对自己

2007-06-10T10:50:00.000+08:00

life's much better now.
slaaack.
bike course starts tomoro.
shioook.
gonna go taiwan in aug.
most probably australia in nov.
and india in feb.
bleah.

its been half a year.
pple chnge so much la.
kinda surprising knowing wad some pple look like and wad they are doing now.
accepted NTU's offer.
but don realli wanna do dat course.
how?
i also dono.
bleah.

2007-06-03T22:20:00.000+08:00

taking life by the stride.
one step at a time.
no one's here by my side.
memories playing out like a mime.
oh how i yearn.
life was like the past - free.
hoping dat time would turn.
wad a happy man i will be.

2007-05-31T16:10:00.000+08:00

POP.
like finally man.
28km + parade was a killer.
booked out freakin late la.
got our postings.
armour recce.
mixed feelings.

sing's some lucky shit.
so is ziyi.
jin yan pat and weijun's going air force.
wth la.
kinda sad for lim though.
don realli know wad to say.
alotta pple's going armour and engineers.
gonna miss some of them.

university choice's a drag.
up till now i still dunno wad to do.
bleah.
hope kranji camp's better.

2007-05-20T19:31:00.000+08:00

grandslam's over!
no more field camps.
for the moment.
managed to find 5/6 checkpoints for wanderer.
happy happy.
completed SOC in 9:14.
happy happy.
passed IPPT. ran 9:05.
happy happy.
interviewed for amour recce.
happy happy.

who am i?
do i even know?
chnged so much in army.
din even realise it.
do u still remember me?
i wonder.
where are all my frens?
where are those so dear to me?
cant seem to find them.
heh.

seems like the past is lost.
and memories have been erased.
seems like everything done in the past is forgotten.
frenships forged seem to count for nothing.
wads happening to people around me?

2007-05-13T17:13:00.000+08:00

one more week of hell to go.
tekong.
good memories dere.
hope we don get lost tomoro.
im so nort looking forward to grandslam.
especially since staff's gonna take us.
screwed up the flanking dat day.
it was horrible.
pple shouting at each other.
someone cried.
bleh.

armour's gonna do some interview or smthg.
im chosen!
happy happy.
thank goodness someone found the signal set dat day.
and we were gonna leave the place alr.
it was like. rite beside the road la!
stupid victor chan.
we searched for 8 hours!
just looking at green stuff.
green sucks.
its the hated colour.

ready to strike! sai kang!

2007-05-06T18:58:00.000+08:00

field camp.
sucks la.
my foot's like rotting or something.
too many sandfly bites.
thank god it din realli rain.

army's kinda screwed.
book out for 24 hours only.
staff is crazy.
seriously.
long long story.

a futile attempt..
walking along the same path to find my past.
only to realise that it is no longer.
trying so hard to recall all my past memories.
only to find that they have been replaced.
how long more before i forget u dear fren?
how long more till it expires?
walking the same road.
is a futile attempt.

2007-04-29T13:14:00.000+08:00

March On

Don't cry, open up your eyes and know

There's someone else out there that feels this way

I'm singing to you

Cause I know what you've been through and now

It's not so long ago I felt the same

Like soldiers, march on

If we can make it through tonight we'll see the sun

March on, march on

And I remember summer nights alone

Fireflies the only thing we own

Yeah, all we had were dreams of California

And I remember winters were so cold

Hunger was the only thing we know

And rock'n'roll dreamin' was what saved us

Like soldiers, march on

If we can make it through tonight we'll see the sun

March on, march on

Till we see the sun, march on, till we see the sun

Through the good times, through the bad times

Through the long days, through the hard nights

Keep on, till we see the sun

Like soldiers, march on

If we can make it through tonight we'll see the sun

March on, march on

Like soldiers, march on

If we can make it through tonight we'll see the sun

March on, march on

Even when there's no one there for you march on

Even when the days are long for you march on

And like soldiers, march on

2007-04-29T13:10:00.000+08:00

was watching the man utd game yest.
happy happy.
title shld be united's.

i need to learn how to jump!
wth la.
IPPT's becoming a nightmare for me.
dis week.
quite okay la.
hotel's quite welfare.
and my guard duty was taken by someone else.
happy happy.

went to mandai once again.
gort realli realli lost.
onli detail to not find any checkpoints.
was kinda freaked out at how we din even know where we were.
got screwed for not finding anything.
lol.

5 more weeks.
5 more weeks.
better nort haf ASLC for me.......

2007-04-22T12:38:00.000+08:00

gypsy sucks.
especially if u get lost.
hate the darn jungle la.
everywhere u turn looks the same.
green.
swamps here and dere.
quite jialat.
gypsy 2's on tues.
guard duty's on mon.
wow.
gd luck to me man.

everyone's nort free dis days.
either in army.
or working.
or just other stuffs.
sch days were much better la.
freedom.

4 weeks gone by in SISPEC.
if im gonna go ASLC after dis.
im so gonna die man.
its DAT bad.
still.
i miss my viperfourians.

2007-04-07T09:43:00.000+08:00

so another week has gone past.
8 more weeks.
wonder how im gonna survive dis life.
its so darn boring.

interview at SMU was quite a flop.
everyone tried to answer the model answer.
while i had to answer how i really felt.
dumb dumb.
travelling here and dere is so stupid.
spend so much money just on that.
wth.

2007-04-01T12:03:00.000+08:00

new place.
new pple around me.
i cant seem to adapt.
strangers all around.
wayangs. sugyanto?
weirdos. zi yi?
disgusting peeps. shuan?
argh.
y must change?
i miss V4 la.

trainings gonna be crazy.
i can foresee dat.
im gonna haf 3 field camps in 3 weeks la.
wth man.
camp is god dam far.
its boring as hell inside.
especially since the pple in my platoon are..boring?
bleahs.
just hope to get dis 10 weeks over and done with.

2007-03-25T23:38:00.000+08:00

sadness.
have to go back to camp tomoro.
i don wan!
hope i don get into Charlie.
hope someone from platoon 4 is in my section.
hope dat deres no confinement.

sucks la.

2007-03-23T21:01:00.000+08:00

posted to SISPEC.
Suffer In Silence, Please Endure and Carry on.
oh wow.
surprise surprise eh?
kinda expected la.
guard duty reserve is seriously a waste of time.
almost everyone's goin to SISPEC la.
wth.

gonna have to go to pasir labar camp on mon
its freakin far la!
lucky jaytee.
got to NSPI.
wth.

so many things i wanna do.
but time is running so much faster den wei nian.
shit la.
im becoming lamer and lamer.
wth.

=(

2007-03-21T23:53:00.000+08:00

kinda weird..
abit gay..
but i miss Viper 4.
all those shit we went thru together.
times when we pulled each other thru.
frenships formed.
all in just a few months.
Viper 4 will always haf a place.
somewhere in my heart.
i hope dat its so for the rest of u too.

still remember the times when we did 128 counts of 4 buddha claps. 64 counts of 8 jumping jacks together? unforgettable.

remember when we held each other's hands when we were almost dying in the 12 km ruote march? etched in my heart.

remember the play we put on during Viper evening? imitating commanders and stuff? inerasable.

all in all.
its been a great BMT experience.
and it wouldn't have been so memorable if not for each and every Viperfourian.
life's like dis.
we haf to move on again.
treasure your frens.
cherish the bonds.

2007-01-11T02:36:00.000+08:00

finally i dare.

my heart i bare.

my friends i care.

i cherish what's rare.

my friends i cant bear.

but i have no more hair.

IM GONE

at least. for 3 weeks.

I MISS YOU

2007-01-03T23:11:00.000+08:00

do u know how much i treasure?
but u give my heart so much pressure.
memories that i can onli savour.
can u please do me a favour?
make me feel u're dere.
make me think u care.
maybe then, i will realli trust.
your words that now i blast.

2007-01-03T02:48:00.000+08:00

i think about it night and day.

how i wish that time would stay.

without u my life would be gray.

oh how u send me a blinding ray.

so i hold my hands and pray.

that our friendships will hold come what may.

=(

2006-12-28T00:46:00.000+08:00

slowly slowly out of sight.
all of a sudden. hopes are blight.
the chilling wind bites.
heartwrenching pains i fight.
a friendship i held so tight.
now on the verge of letting slide.

=)

2006-07-17T23:07:00.000+08:00

realli enjoyed yesterdae..thnxx anna.ting ting and xue for celebrating my birthdae with me..hahaa..although the go toilet part was abit farnie..lol..thnxx for the presents! lyk them alot..and realli enjoyed my time yesterdae with ya all..yupps..and thnxx to all who remembered my bday.....

anna.ting ting.xueliang.melv.joseph.cheryl.james.yee eng.veron.iphy.elaine lai.edward.lishan.jocelyn choo.jocelyn kew.mallory.huishan.yi san.joyce.alicia.jessica.mei hui.wee lin.see yang.kai jun.wei ping.bee fong.elaine tan.mindy.nina.valencia.serene.kelvin.jenny.jie rong.michelline.

yupps..sorry if i missed out anyeone ya..thnxx loads..

=)

2006-07-16T01:12:00.000+08:00

yest..was kinda surprised dat the class bought a cake for me to celebrate my bday..but yupps..was happy..thnxx joce and co. for the present..thnxx loads..

skipped maths lect dis morning..took back chem paper..failed overall..disappointed..hahaha..yang sayed 5 pple passed..wesley..JH..den KC and MH sure pass one..so left one..lol..so..yaa..actually kinda expected? hahaha..met up with the group in the evening..they were late..lol..but anyways..thnxx pple for celebrating my bday with me! thnxx to cheryl..melv..veron..james..elaine..iphy and joseph..thnxx alot for the presents..lyk them alot..=) the way we crapped and laughed at TCC just now realli reminds me of the fond memories of our training days..oh how much i miss those days.....=/

=(

2006-07-08T23:23:00.000+08:00

took back chem paper 3 todae..it was horrible..when i looked at the script..and it wrote AO..i realli felt my heart sink..put so much effort in and dis is wadd i get? lol..wadd a joke..onli goes to show how stupid i am..anyways..had the buffet lunch thingy in sch den after dat talked to kok about the interhouse thing..talked dam long lahh..but guess its gonna be unsuccessful..=( lol..dinner was another buffet..at dunno wadd hotel..with the family..hui's having big probs..mum's trying to help..i dono wadd to do..=/

=)

2006-07-07T23:24:00.000+08:00

exams are over! lyk..finally..hahahaa..went out with melv joseph james iphy and veron yest..usual stuff..pool..movies..yupps..hahaa..realli wasted my money on a realli stupid movie..din even wanna watch it initially..but..wadever lahh huh..hahaha..

back to sch todae..been hearing loads of bad things bout the results for mids..=( hahahaa..the stupid interhouse thing is so dumb..y cant the just let us participate? den we don haf to spend so much time on dis stupid proposal thingy..stayed in sch till bout 3 to get the stupid thing done but den kok was nort free..after dat went to da airport with val and mel..just to have lunch..at some popeye place..lol..but the food dere was quite nice..realli gd value for money..yupps..tomoro's gonna be a weird day..2 buffets..1 for lunch and another for dinner..lol..time to grow FAT..

=)

2006-07-02T19:54:00.000+08:00

played soccer with sai ivan lappy ken and xue yest..hahaa..just lyk before..yanny had chicken pox..so din go..lol..quite fun to meet up with them to play soccer..hahaha..especially when all our fitness was lyk shit coz of no exercise at all for abt 2 mnths..after dat went to eat..den went xue's house to play mahjong..hahaa..basically nothing much has chnged..xue's still the one scoring the goals in soccer and paying it big on the table..hahaa..shld meet up more often though..=)

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2006-06-29T18:19:00.000+08:00

no mood to study anymore..its lyk..study for wadd? hahaa..anyway also gonna fail alreadi..screwed up all the papers till now..qns dat i just did the previous day also dunno how to do..how stupid can i be? results wont be exactly fantastic..mum told me to take it easy..to nort be stressed up and stuff..but the more she say dat the more i feel pressured..lol..must thank aida mans..she helped me look for an 'extinct' book..hahaha..will definitely help me loads..=)

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2006-06-24T21:01:00.000+08:00

still mugging......

=)

2006-06-17T23:51:00.000+08:00

FINALLY watched xmen todae..finalli gort someone to go watch with me..hahaa..with turaiya..yupps..movie's nort badd..could haf been much betta with more action though..been quite stressed up dis few days..mid yrs and all..fell sick too..don feel too well now..but wadever lahh..still gotta study ritee...=/

civic died todae..poor dochie..he's been looking arnd the whole house todae for her..pacing up and down in vain..could see tears in his eyes..he's howling now..probably missing his mum..=/

=(

2006-06-13T20:50:00.000+08:00

had 9 hours of chem todae..9 hours!! dat's lyk..almost all the fingers on 2 hands! dats even longer hours den a working adult works a day lahh! the whole thingy was dam crappy..surprised i even survived through it..played squash with melv and brendan yest..suck at squash now..lol..rusty..bleahh..

keep getting pang-sehed recently..first its anna for dinner..den bi for the movies tomoro..wadd the hell is going on with them mann..wadever..gives me more reason to study..=/

=)

2006-06-10T12:08:00.000+08:00

went out with da preU sem group on wed..had dinner at cartel..pool at paradiz..den ice cream at ben and jerry's..bout half the group went..reisha.turaiya.yawen.vernon.zunyou.gerald.sonia.amos.marcus.jiajing.vatsan..yupps..although
we were nort doing anything special..it was still fun! shld meet up more often..=)

went out with cheryl and melv yest..watched she's the man and slither..she's the man was nice! hahaha..super duper farnie! but..slither was crappy..the story kinda sucked..hahaa..wanted to watch a third movie but they din wann..so walked arnd far east and pac plaza for awhile..initially thought it would be kinda farnie since it was onli the 3 of us..but..still okkiee lahh huh..=)

=)

2006-06-03T20:23:00.000+08:00

exhausted..hahaha..preU sem 2006 was a blast! hahaha..everyone was great! the SLOs..participants..tchers..everyone! deres just too many things dat happened to blog about..

GFC 9
thnxx for being such so understanding and great group to be with..didnt help much with your video filming and i know u had rather gone with your own SLO..but..u all din make me feel left out one abit..thnxx..

SLOs..
everyone did a great job having fun with nort onli the groups but among ourselves too..made alotta new frens during the 5 days..melissa..mubs..bi ee..alicia..blah blah..the list is endless! at first i thought the event was too big for us but i was wrong! we rocked the whole event! =)

teachers..
u all did a veri gd job trying to get the best for us..realli appreciate it alot..even though sometimes dere were misunderstandings and stuffs..i think dat u are the best teachers any college could haf..

participants..
looking at the videos u all did..i haf to say dat it is realli amazing considering dat all u all gort was a laptop and a N70 phone..the video editting skills u all learned were also a bare minimum but the end products were so creative! everyone was also veri enthusiastic about the whole event..made our jobs much easier..=)

melissa chow..
thnxx for ya help with deenar's group..realli appreciate it alot..=)

jocelyn and vatsan..
thnxx alot for helping so much with group 10..and thnxx jocelyn for da camera and the small little jigsaw gift..=)

tony..
thnxx for the toothpaste every morning..=)

ya wen..
thnxx for helping out with the vernon thingy..

all in all..the event was veri veri successful..if i left out anyone..im sorry..coz everything happened so fast..yupps..and group 10! thnxx for being such an understanding and fun group to be with! although dere were a few small arguments..but it made the group closer i guess..realli realli enjoyed my time with ya all! =)

long time since i realli enjoyed myself so much.

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2006-05-28T23:02:00.000+08:00

went for movies yest with melv cheryk aisyah elaine and ziying..hahaa..gotta say its kinda weird..but the movie was nice! watched over the hedge..yupps..after dat cheryl left..den we went to marina square to have dinner..ate at breeks..the service sux..and the food wasnt too nice either..hahaha..walked to the esplanade after dat..talked quite abit..yupps..

going to NUS tomoro le..for preU sem..don think it will be fun..Y MUST THEY PUT ME AS FLOATING?? argh..i think its gonna be dam boring..had a briefing yest which was supposed to end at 10+ but it dragged on 2 more hours..-.- screw them lahh..i joined coz i thought it will be fun..now they put me in floating and out of all the activities?? fcuk.

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2006-05-22T23:32:00.000+08:00

hahaa..so tiredd..practically slept thruout all of phy todae..had PE..played soccer..we won 1-0! hahhaa..went to celebrate james bday..ate at some jap restaurant at PS..apparently they asked everyone except me lahh..and i still thought we were going billy bombers..and i don eat jap food de! but lucky still gort 1 or 2 stuff dat i eat ba..played the 'traditional games' again..melv went home after dinner and we went NYDC for desert! james had to do a dare with his spongebob! so farnie lahh..lol..it was a pair of boxers..happy bday james! =)

im one to dwell.
makes my old wounds swell.
cant anyone tell.
dat all is nort well.
so hard i fell.
dat now im in hell.

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2006-05-21T21:18:00.000+08:00

squash camp is over..slept for 18 hours yest! hahaa..cause din sleep on fri night..the camp was okkiee..J1s were dead and J2s were..hmms..dunno..some of the activities were fun..treasure hunt? and the war games definitely..hahaa..played squash till about 3..den residents complained..so had to stop..=( think it will be the last time in a long long time..some stuff happened which im nort too happy about..but whatever lahh huh..

so stupid..was chnging my contacts when some eeediot bumped into me and my contacts dropped..couldnt find it so had to cab home to put another pair in..had PT with them in the morning..some J1s werent too excited when the J2s were just sitting dere looking at them suffer..its hard to look for potential captain material in them..headache over the selections..feedback frm the J1s abt the camp werent too fantastic either..hahaa..i cant say the camp is exactly successful either..but i'll just leave it dere eh..

happy bday nina! =)

hope everything's politically correct..coz i learnt dat i haf to be.

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2006-05-14T15:14:00.000+08:00

u know..im feeling undescribably weird..we've nort been going out lyk in the past..i know dat dere's no more trainings..but i din expect us to become so detached from the group so fast..i thought it might have been the results of the common test..maybe it is..but i have a disturbing feeling its nort..my grades are nort fantastic anyways..no one asks about one another anymore..i don feel the togetherness and the care and concern anymore..cant put the feeling in words..but i realli realli hope dat it wont be lyk dat much longer..

longing for the past.

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2006-05-14T15:08:00.000+08:00

went to play bball with sai..yanny and ken on fri..ivan and lappy ps-ed..so long din see them..they are still exactly the same..hahaa..realli hadd fun playing bball with them..although i realli kns..hahaa..=/

yest went to prince george's park and NUS to look around..hmms..looking at the place and the itinerary of the pre-U sem..i PRAY dat its nort gonna be too boring..gonna be in the same group as jocelyn and vatson..i don even know who they are!! lol..gonna be busy busy busy..=/

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2006-05-11T21:20:00.000+08:00

so proud of 2S12! hahaa..we gort 3rd in level for maths! could haf gort top if nort for vignesh failing..but nvm..still an achievement..todae ms toh din go sch..yay!! hahaa..cant believe the whole class actualli stayed in class to study for 1.5 hours lahh! omg..all muggers!! hahaa..had fun after PE todae..played netball with the class..seriously funn..lol..

dam disappointed..NAPFA din get gold..onli a silver..all coz of the dumb standing broad jump..hahaa..also my 2.4 deprove alot alot alot!! -.- looking forward to squash camp..=)

=)

2006-05-10T23:10:00.000+08:00

met up with karen yesterdae..lyk..since a lifetime since ive seen her lahh! hahaa..but still as cute and childish as ever..lol..catched up on alotta stuff..walked around town and played pool..i cant believe i lost to her lahh! hahaa..but anyways..realli enjoyed yesterdae..been a long loooong time since we've seen each other lahh! more den a year already i guess? gotta meet up more often k? =)

=)

2006-05-06T23:01:00.000+08:00

talked to qin ying till 4 last nitee..(rounded off) lol..crapped alot but it was super farnie lahh..she was doing her own fashion show while we were on the phone..-.-

hmms..todae went to watch MI 3 with jenny..the show is nort badd i guess..hahaa..we kept eating and eating lahhs..chocolates..cookies..sweets..-.- no wonder both of us getting fatt..went to pepper lunch for dinner..da food dere is nice! though the price abit steep..but still feel its worth it..walked arnd town looking for bags and shoes..den sent her home..gotta thank her for accompanying me even though shes so tiredd mann..=)

=(

2006-05-05T22:26:00.000+08:00

flunked chem..AO..phy is a foregone conclusion before i even started studying..hahaa..pon-ed sch yest to study..todae i take the paper..den i realised..actualli i study for wadd sia? hahaa..anyways..thnxx serene for lending me your TYS solution book! hahaa..though i still fail..but its coz im stupid..=/

did some debate thingy during GP todae..so farnie lahh..ended up talking bout the elections thingy tomoro..quite interesting..yupps..after sch went to watch when a stranger calls with melv..joseph..james and iphy..the show is nort badd lahh..but nort dat fantastic either..looking for a new bagg..but dono wadd kinda bagg to buy.....ideas anyone?

=(

2006-05-03T22:47:00.000+08:00

took da chem CT todae..horrible mann..hahaa..think it will take a miracle for me to even pass..gort back my maths paper..gort a B..exact same marks as cheryl..-.- can stop copying me?! hahaa..quite happy lahh actualli..but guess its the onli paper im gonna pass? hahaa..feeling so siann-ed dis few days..moody everytime..dono y..talking less and less too..shao shuo shao cuo mah..=/

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2006-05-01T10:36:00.000+08:00

yest was seriously unproductive..went for make up tuition class at orchard..the tcher sux mann..totally cant teach..ponned tuition at bishan to go study with iphy and melv..BUT..ended up roaming around marina square..-.- met joseph later at suntec..ate ben and jerry's den went home..oh yeahh..took da maths common test on saturdae..actualli the paper is okkiee lahh..but don expect myself to do well..

FINALLY gonna get my phone..

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2006-04-27T22:03:00.000+08:00

hmms..todae is the most boringg day of the week..its THURSDAY..yupps..thursdays sux coz of the lessons we haf..chem prac..3 periods of GP..bleahh..hahaa..hadd PE todae..ran 2.4..nort badd..after all the squash trainings..i ran my best ever..10:10hahaa..though its nort dat gd..but..yeahh..quite happy..after dat went to PS with jacq and seeyang to buy kaijun's present..caught up with them quite abit..talked alot..hahaa..quite funny coz jacq kept getting suan-ed by us..but anyways..it was fun lahhs..=)

=)

2006-04-25T23:43:00.000+08:00

lol..someone just nvr fail to make me laugh..hahaa..she was lyk saying.."i wan the masterbed room" den everyone started laughing..lol..dirty minds of ours..few days ago on the mrt..dat dumbo banged her head on the mrt glass panel..stupid her also keep calling pple wrong names..hahaa..cant believe wadd melv dreamt of nearly came true..scary..and cheryl! i know u will read dis! i don believe wadd u said your parents said k! lol..

=)

2006-04-25T23:08:00.000+08:00

yeahh! we won NY yest..3-2..so happy!! hahaa..we finally won!! lol..was so happy yest..after dat we went to celebrate..watched reincarnation..lol..dunno y..but most of the times i watched movies with them..i end up getting boredd to death by the movie..hahaa..yest marks the end of my squash life in SR..its saddening..everyone misses training coz of the fun it brings..but guess all gd things haf to come to and end eh? =/

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2006-04-23T22:44:00.000+08:00

met brendan yest..hahaa..actualli..he don look too much diff with his bald head lahh..lol..he shared alotta stuff bout his army life..hahaa..nort realli looking forward to army..hahaa..den again..who does rite? ate at pastamania..den went to meridien to play pool! hahaa..i think i scared everyone with the way i was playing yest..hahaa..common test's coming..totally unprepared..=/

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2006-04-22T10:30:00.000+08:00

hmms..we lost to AJ on wed..gals won YJ and lost to NY..kinda disappointed with the way the results have been turning out for our nationals..hahaa..seriously should have won AJ and MJ..played another 5 setter against AJ..lol..went to watch come crapp movie with iphy..cheryl..james..melv and joseph..black night..i dunno y..hahaa..but seem to watch alot of crapp movies with them..so much hw..still must mug for common test..hahaa..how?? playing NY on mon..hopefully can win ba..=/

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2006-04-15T00:17:00.000+08:00

hmms..trainings are gonna end..kinda sadd..though its nort even been a year..found a realli great group of frens in squash..cant imagine wadd would haf benn if i didnt join squash..

now dat training is ending..
no more joking and laming around in the courts.
no more dinner at macs after trainings.
no more doing stupid stuffs tgt.
no more tiring trainings tgt.
no more of venting my anger on the ball.
no more things to look forward to on weds and fri.
no more changing at the courts when the toilets are locked.
no more late night movies.

hmms..just kinda sadd lahh..i mean..who wouldn't be? hahaa..if onli we had more den a year..gonna miss everyone and trainings..haiis..=/

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2006-04-11T20:40:00.000+08:00

sunday..
supposed ta meet melv at somerset at 2..hahaa..he was late for 40 mins! so i wenta find weiling firstt..hahaa..wandered around for awhile den wenta find melv..walked around..and made cheryl walk around too..lol..went to watch the inside man after meeting up with iphy and james..the movie was quite boring i must say..after dat..joseph met us den we wenta fish and co glasshouse ta eat! hahaa..shared a seafood plattar with da bday gal..the food wasnt as nice as i thought it would be..walked around after dat..esplanade..suntec..marina square..yupps..went home after dat..

monday..
lost to MJ todae..2-3..quite disappointed to be honest..yupps..hahaa..played with dis guy called kuan loong..5 setter..lol..was quite fun though..hmms..oh yeahh..smashed a piece of cake into cheryl's face..lol..but in the end my jersey kana also..den i go competition lyk i just shitted on my own jersey..-.-

mentally worn out.

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2006-04-08T22:02:00.000+08:00

can we just forget about everything and forgive me for irritating the shit out of everyone everytime? haha..

=(

2006-04-07T21:54:00.000+08:00

haiis..i know i can nvr win melv lahh..lol..lost to him 12 sets to 1 todae..feel so lousy..nort coz i lost to him..but coz of other stuff..put so much into squash but wadd do i get..lol..crticisms..complaints..all kinda shit..hahaa..mayb im thinking too much..i donoo..just seems lyk everyone tend to favour others instead of me..but WTH lahh..who cares? no one..lol..

owe tchers tons and tons of hw..it seems lyk its neverending..-.- hahaa..common test coming..realli must do well..high expectations of myself..lol..keep thinking of the MJ match on mondae..hope i will fare well..i don wanna drag down the team..

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2006-04-04T22:50:00.000+08:00

hahaha..yest de squash nationals..kana owned by dat AC guy..lol..totally thrashing..0-9, 0-9, 0-9..hahaa..tomoro supposed to play HCI de..but im sitting out..gonna be in sch..helping out with da J1s..been worn out both physically and mentally recently..walking around lyk a zombie everyday..onli thinking of squash and studies..nth else..been too busy to do other stuff anyways..so much has happened these few days dat i also dono where to start blogging abt..so i guess i'll nort..lol..=Pp

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2006-03-31T00:30:00.000+08:00

been so busy these few days..reaching home past 9 the past 4 days alreadi..hahaa..squash and other stuffs..depriving me of my sleep..hahaa..sports day heats are over..ran 800m finals..gort 5th..some soccer guy gort 1st..den nxt 3 are track runners..lol..shld i be satisfied i din get last? hahaha..gals nationals start tomoro..hope they will do okkiee..been so stressed out recently i think i need someone i can lean on and rest my mind off everything..hahaa..i need help!! =/

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2006-03-26T14:39:00.000+08:00

hahaha..yest was loadsa fun..met melv and cheryl at bout noon..ate lunch den we went her house to study..hahaa..we actualli studied lahh! hahaa..her table was dam funny lahh..lol..james came over to meet us also..we were trying to persuade cheryl to go for joseph's bday celebration lahh..but in the end she still didnt go..=/

went to AMK mrt to meet veron..walked around pac plaza abit den waited for iphy and joseph..took a bus to holland V..walked around again..den went to essential brews to have dinner! the food dere is NICE! hahaa..den we started crapping..mayb we shld buy a squash racket for cheryl's bday huh..LOL..after dat we tried entering eski bar..but they didnt allow..checked ICs..hahaa..so we decided to catch a movie in town..

CRY WOLF is a nicee movie lahh!! hahaa..two thumbs up! the plot is nice..one of the best thrillers ive ever seen..after dat we went to buy some drinks..drank myself silly lahh..hahaa..played some crappy games and did so many silly stuffs..piggy backed iphy..did push ups..kissed here and dere..blah blah..hahhaa..reached home at bout 3.45? hahaa..kana scold by my mum though..lol..

to the drops and the drives and the boasts.
i love getting drunk.

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2006-03-21T22:37:00.000+08:00

hahaha..studying rocks..at least i don think about all the stuff dat's happening around me when im studying..hahaa..i cant believe i actualli sat in the classroom and just do my maths and chem stuff for lyk..4.5 hours? lol..i think no one will believe me..even ms lim was shocked when i called her at about 4 to ask her some questions..went out to eat with melv joseph and iphy..our fav hideout..lol..macs..-.- comp's starting soon..hope it will be okk..=/

im scared..

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2006-03-20T00:10:00.000+08:00

met melv and james for lunch todae..went kfc..hahaa..den i went home to chnge..met them and cheryl in town..shopped around awhile..den went to bishan to meet xiao mei..went to city hall with her..wait for lizi they all..hahaa..go AMK de band concert..crapped alot with jon and kevin..seriously..AMK de band is nort gd lahh! have seen better ones..haha..spent alotta money these few days..argh..needa save up..feel so weird with certain pple nowadays..haiis..=/

sorry xiao mei..

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2006-03-18T20:03:00.000+08:00

todae de SLO training was sooo fun lahh!! hahaa..gort to know more pple..played alotta interesting games..dere was dis game where we were supposed to be some kinda cartoon character or something..ended up being prince charming..lol..wth..den paired up with jessleen to play dis game where we are supposed to use our own body heat to detect changes in movement by our partner..dam difficult lahh..hahaa..and im happy dat we broke the record..the circle game..yeahh..those dat went shld know wadd i mean..happy to meet so many new pple..=)

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2006-03-17T20:42:00.000+08:00

suuper tiredd..hahaa..went to sch to study earli in da morning..with melv..went to haf lunch at kovan de hong kong cafe with iphy..amanda and melv..food's nice but overpriced lahh..went for training after dat..hahaa..played alot of matches..ran around the court lyk a dog..so tiredd..den had dinner with brendan..iphy and melv..hahaa..sat down and talked alot of crap..3 hours lahh! wth..after dat went to deliver cheryl's water bottle to her house..ended up talking to her till bout 12.45? =)

todae had SLO training..hahaa..quite fun lahh..gort to know alot of pple..amanda..jesslyn..pink underwear guy..blah blah..lol..but dam tiredd lahh..must go sch so earli in da morning..tomoro also..someone save me? =/

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2006-03-16T00:28:00.000+08:00

hmms..todae was a gd day..hahaa..went with xiao mei to play pool and bowling..dono yy..she seems to be my ke xing..lol..play with her veri suayy ahh..someone bowling pro lahh..thrash me..-.- went to pizza hut for lunch..she drank chicken soup mixed with vegetable soup lahh..weirdo..was laughing at her all the time..all her small little funny actions and stuff..actualli wanted to watch movie de..but den..i no money..nxt time ba..=)

went for training after dat..brendan and peixiong went back todae..hahaa..some safra pple also came down..kana thrashed..again..demoralised..hahaa..went to cine to watch big momma's house 2 with melv iphy cheryl james and joseph after dat..haha..the show is nort badd lahh..quite lame and funny..on the way back..dere was dis weird se peh peh sitting opposite me and cheryl..he was maing funny actions to cheryl lahh!! so funny..hahaa..so had to ensure she reached home safely..-.- heh..ask the 'bus driver' to 'zhuan left' eh? hahahaha..=)

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2006-03-13T23:41:00.000+08:00

hahaa..been trying to catch up with all my work..studied the whole aftnn yesterdae..todae went to the airport to mug with joseph and melv..feel lyk a nerdd mann..lol..mayb its my onli way of escaping from all my probs ba..hahaa..drown myself in all the notes and tutorials..and music..lol..=/ agree quite abit with wadd my xiao mei said..hahaa..talked about some stuff and wow..our views are similar..lol..gonna be dam busy dis week..holiday = no holiday...=/

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2006-03-11T22:40:00.000+08:00

heh..yest had training..coach brought 2 safra players to play with us..they are darn good lahh..totalli kana thrash..hahaa..kinda demoralised..BUT..after all..i trained for less den a year..wadd can i expect ritee..hahaa..todae went AMK fiesta..quite boring dere..hahaa..played soccer..sucked..lost coz of dis 2 spastics who joined our team..jonjon was quite angry..hahaa..went to play pool after dat..yupps..

oh yeahh..finally gort my contacts done! hahaha..but alotta pple say i look weird without specs..-.- hmms..first time putting in contacts todae and it was badd..put in the lens wrong side for my left eye..took it out and in the process tore it..half of it was stuck in my eye when i put another lens in..hahaha..hurt real bad..thnxx shan and lizi for helping me with it..=) oh yaa..wanna thnk shan for lending me her mp3 too! hahaa..dono how im gonna study if it wasnt for her..thnxx! =)

sometimes i just feel lost.

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2006-03-08T22:48:00.000+08:00

yest went out with lizi..pei her from sch to J8 to hougang..-.- and she was on the phone for half the time lahh! lol..gort to know her better lahh..den went home and sleep..supposed to mug for chem test..but..wth..lol..alreadi studied so long in sch..and lizi's batt flat le..i cant charge..-.- so couldnt wake up..lol..anyways..probably flunked the test todae..so careless..

training todae was tiring..probably coz my fitness drop lyk shit le..hahaa..some stuff happened and im feeling weirder and weirder..feel so left out by some pple..but wadever..i don wanna care..i wanna be a nerd..okkiee..im lying..=X hahaa..quite happy dat i gort 70 for smthg..=)

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2006-03-04T00:33:00.000+08:00

integration test todae..confirm fail..the squash team jersey is finally out!! it looks much better den expected..lol..went for training awhile den i left le..went for steamboat at marina bay with lizi..bestest..shan..jr..king..kenneth..kevin..gerald and jon..hahaa..lizi was dam red lahh..kana sunburn lyk shit coz she went sentosae in the aftnn..was quite fun lahh..hahaa..playing around with the food and taking loads of pics..realli hadd fun with them..things are better with bestest le..=) tomoro parents dayy..siann..gonna hear my mum nagg again..hahaa..

but i dono..im confused..

haiis

2006-03-01T22:31:00.001+08:00

went to watch final destination 3 with lizi..jr..shan and monica..hahaa..the movie is lyk crapp lahh..just showing how pple can die in so many different disgusting ways..after dat..just aimlessly walked around..had dinner..den went home..its sadd dat we cant hang out tgt anymore after dis week..gonna split..

its a fcuked up day todae..bleahh..alotta small little thingys happening..and my chinese results are lyk crapp..and training also..bleahh..also..looking at the seniors get their results todae and how bad the fared..im scared..realli scared..cant afford nort to get into U..realli cannot..im scared..

~~where were u when i needed u most.~~

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2006-02-26T08:25:00.000+08:00

hahaa..slept for more than 12 hours last nitee..im such a pigg..anyways..the team jersey is finally settled..gort some kinda adidas jersey..yupps..yest was funn..had the games facilitator thingy..gort to drench all of the J1s..of coz i also kana lahh..hahaa..after dat..we went cheryl's house to borrow money from her mum..lol..it was soo funny lahh..she actualli lent us $600..how nicee..hahaa..went around shopping for our jersey after dat..when i reached home..i collapsed asleep..till this morning..wadd a pigg.

boo!

2006-02-24T22:44:00.000+08:00

boo! badd mood..badd day..stupid team jersey is driving me nuts..cant anyone just listen to me? bleahh..i hate dis kinda feeling..especially when wadd i say u all don listen..and something sucky happens..lyk now..how on earth are we gonna get our jersey done before competition start?

den the guys disagreed bout the shorts..den some pple gort so many comments but cant help much in anything..den mdm tan had to come tell me off..i mean..is it realli my fault? i dono..i realli dono..y issit when everything goes wrong..pple point the finger at me? bleahh..don wanna talk about it no more..nort getting my phone anytime soon too..ARGH!!!!!!!!

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2006-02-23T23:57:00.000+08:00

heh..sch has been borring..nothing much to blog about..din get into the team excellence camp thingy..=( they say its coz i gort into pre-U sem..hahaa..gonna skip lessons tomoro..yayy..hahaa..gotta facilitate the games for the OGLs tomoro..yupps..i cant catch up with sch work lahh..so much to do..bleahh..haf chem test tomoro..havnt studied..how..hahaa..dis post is just dumb..so random..bleahh.

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2006-02-20T20:08:00.000+08:00

was drunk yest..had dinner together at manhatten fish market..have to say the food was quite nice lahh..and the portions were HUGE..no one could finish the platter..hahaa..played some stupid games after dat..feeding strawberries to each other..played with abit of cake also..quite a few pple turned up..hahaa..the ba jie meis..jolyn..hong wei and edward went..after dat..we bought a few drinks den went to istana park to play some stupid games..did quite a few stupid dares and talked alot..some things are better left nort mentioned..i was seriously drunk..hahaa..james vomitted when drinking..anyways..we left quite late..bout..11.40? hahaa..went home kana scold by my mum..coz so late alr..and she don lyk me to drink de..lol..talked to cheryl after dat..been quite a long time since i had a chat with her..yupps..

lessons were crappy todae..but..yayy!! i passed GP..lol..played touch rugby during PE..it was fun lahh! hahaa..though i suck at it..after dat went for milo monday..played netball with the netball gals..was so clumsy lahh..knocked dis gal over..im so sorry..hahaa..

quite sadd..my wrist is worse den i expected i guess..=(

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2006-02-19T12:02:00.000+08:00

feeling veri veri tired..i also dono yy..hahaa..mayb sleep too much alr..anyways..yest met up with iphy..melv..cheryl..edward and yee eng..went to crystal jade for breakfast..was my first time dere..lol..we went to queensway after dat to look for the team jersey..hahaa..was asked to shut up alot of times by cheryl coz i was talking crapp..after dat..went to dhoby ghaut to meet bestest..went to eat again..den she came my house awhile..den went ta play squash! becca also went..but din realli play much coz of my stupid wrist lahh..after dat me and bestest walked all the way to s'goon gardens to eat dinner..we were lyk..comparing all the nicee houses along the way..talking about our ideal house..lol..recently spending alot of money..gonna go broke anytime soon..lol..and ive been eating ALOT..thnxx to bestest..=X hahaha..lets just grow fat tgt..oh yeahh..happy bday melv!